Grudges

I hold grudges...for life

Not the best quality, but its me.....

Laundry

Seriously....I feel like I do Laundry 250000X a day...

I will admit..it feels really good when its all done...

but now Im just sick of it

Random

Things I've Been thinking about lately:

I really love being married
and I really love being a mom....Obviously
words cannot describe how much I am in love my with my little boy...
or my wonderful husband

I really love coupons..I love cutting them out, and I love using them...It makes me feel good that Im saving money when i buy something...

I also really am starting to enjoy cooking..Which I hated doing....

I want to Garden, I want to make a beautiful Flower bed...

I want to reorganize something and have it stay that way

I wish I had a scrapbook room where I could keep all my scrapbook stuff up all the time, I think it would give me such more motivation to scrapbook and be organized because honestly, its just a hassel taking E v e r y t h i ng down setting up, scrapping and then putting away...

I should pack for north carolina...like right now..or at least make a check list

I want a coupon holder

I want Frank to come home soon.

I need to do laundry

Carter is still sleeping

I miss my mom.

and my friends from buffalo.

Im excited warm weather is coming

Not excited for the fact that I will not be participating in swimming in the pool.
its for everyones well being

I need a nap....

or at least accomplish somethings on the list above...

:)

Loosing Weight

I am loosing weight..but its a slow process, and I hate it...

I need to loose about 30 lbs to be a realistic weight

40 lbs to loose to be my pre-pregnancy weight.

I feel as if neither is going to happen..and it totally sucks ass

I want to be skinny and feel pretty again,

I am nor feel neither.

I hate it.

Oh well..

Gotta get on that wii fit and keep hoping and working towards results...

Why could I be that person that pops out  a baby and instantly shrinks to their original size of size zero..?

oh well, Its totally worth it...I have a beautiful baby and i wouldnt trade it for anything

scrapbooking

I want to start Carters scrapbook sooo bad..but with a new born...time is precious and after laundry, showering and cleaning...there is no time left for it...


im gunna attempt to do it right now...by the time i put him down..he will be awake.. I can count on it

:)


My baby is 6 weeks today..i cannot believe it

God Parents

So Frank and I picked our Carters God parents...and we decided on...Kim and Mark . what an easy decision that was. They are such a great and awesome family, and so enriched in love that I could picture any one else being such a huge part of Carters life...

We visited them this past weekend and they met Carter for the first time....it was so much fun catching up..

Mark filled in Carter with lots and lots of wisdom and boy did he listen and laugh..One day when Carter is much much MUCH older , Im sure he will repeat those "words of wisdom to him"

Im excited for his baptism..I cannot wait..its going to be such a special day.

They have been such a huge part of my life for the longest time.

Kim taught me voice/piano lessons for many years...
-Helped me with math homework
- I became Nate and Paige baby sitter
-Took me Camping with them
-summer of swimming parties and cook outs
- Mark taught me to drive
- Gave me endless amounts of advice
- Moved me into my first apartment...( Mark was just as scared as my stepfather..it was in the ghetto)
-Sang/played/video taped Our wedding...
and so much more..
They have been there for me through so much, I cannot wait to see how Carter's life will be greatly enriched by there love.


I think its easy to say how AWESOME they are! and How seriously lucky Carter is.... :)

-wake up-

Do you ever see someone in a situation , or do something that is sooooooo rediciouls over and over again, and you just want to tell them exactly how you feel but cannot? its frustrating seeing them doing stupid things over and over agian....

I wanna yell, "hello, are you compleltly dumb?....WAKE UP ALREADY!!!!"

but again, cannot...

Do you think they know how dumb they are being?...or are they simply in complete denial...hmmmm all these questions I would LOVE to know the answer too..

Oh well...its not my life...and Im completly happy in mine...who knows maybe people say the same thing about me...

- I just dont want to see anyone go...."oh my gosh..what was I thinking..why did I do....( fill in the blank)?..." but I think over the years I learned...no matter what you think or advice you give ,in the end..people are going to do and act any way they want...and live there life based on their decisions alone....

Im just venting...

:)

Peace and Love , Fierce and Love .... ( im only saying that because Tyra said it at the end of her show...I thought it was cute)

Easter

here I am updating my blogs with my sweet little baby sleeping in my arms...perfect

Easter up in buffalo was so amazing..spending the few days up there with my parents was so nice.  I miss them so much and I know they love seeing carter. not to mention the weather was in the 80's so it was soo nice to spend the day out side with everyone.

I also got to see my girls from the warehouse..I miss them more than words can say..

Now its time to do laundry, and finish up cleaning before carter wakes up..hopefully he lets me put him down to finish his nap