Tuesday, December 22, 2009

How many weeks left!? :)

mmmmm English muffins have been totally hitting the spot for me every morning....and fruit loops! Ive been trying to do better with what im eating, or should I say the AMOUNT of food I am eating....but im pretty sure the damage is done...I started at 115 lbs pre pregnancy weight, and now im 175 lbs...yes, thats how much my husband weighs! Its gunna be crunch time to get back into shape after this baby!

Im excited , Beyond excited for this baby. I cant wait to see what he looks like, to touch his cute little baby face!... I think this kid is going to be kissed and hugged and held wayyyyyy to much... I mean I hold my cat bronx like a baby, and rock him to sleep every day 10 times a day...I cant imagine how im gunna be when Carter arrives!

I cant remember how it felt to not be pregnant, I know that sounds so crazy but ive literally felt so preganant for so long, and I have had this baby move, kick, hiccup, flip all around my belly for months now, its going to be so weird not feeling that every day, not having him wherever I go every day, and no that hes okay. Maybe this is what it will feel like when every one says you WILL miss being pregnant..... maybe I will....I do enjoy many parts of being pregnant...I love the attention :), I love love love maternity clothes, I love feeling my baby move around. But im pretty sure Im going to love, kissing him every day, taking him places, waking up to feed him. Hes our baby and I cannot believe HOW much I love him, How much Frank loves him already. I cant believe Im only a few short weeks away... Just one month! ONE MONTH I need to get through, Ahhh that seems so unreal when I think about it, I get these huge flutters in my stomach, I cant believe this is happening , that We did this, That Hes really going to come!...how blessed am I?....extremly.... I couldnt have asked for a better husband, a better family, a better mom. Im excited for this new chapter, Im excited for Frank to be a dad....because he is e v e r y t h i n g I want for my baby and I know hes going to be amazing...

Im 33 weeks....how crazy is that...this is it...this is the ultimate countdown!

bring on 2010!!!!

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