So, It has been brought to my atttention that groundhogs day is February 2.....little did I forget it was my grandmothers favorite holiday....I shouldnt say "favorite" but it was one of the holidays she enjoyed making fun of..I think it would be extra special if Carter was born on that day....If he is, I know she made all the arrangements upstairs...How special that would be...I miss her so much...I wish she was here for this...I can only imagine the amount of advice she would be giving me, and boy would she be keeping me company, on the phone at least...She was the one person that would never get off the phone if it was possible....
I know she's up there watching over me and my baby...It's strange but I've been thinking about her so much lately...I cant believe its been 3 years, almost 4...I try to picture her face sometimes and its hard, Its hard to stop talking about the same stories over and over again, I dont want to forget her, What she looked like, our memories we had....I hate that the most vivid memory I have is here dying....I cant wait to see her again one day...
On a positive note, I think its pretty special that my Grandpa gets to be a Great-grandpa, how exciting is that, not many people can say that in their life time....
I feel so blessed to have such wonderful people in my life..
I do wish my momma was closer though, I miss her a ton!
Well Time to finish my show....and then attempt bed at 12 30...hopefully my sighing and whimpering doesnt wake Frank up and get his angry.....
until next time....
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