40 weeks.....and STILL counting

I'm really trying to be impatient here, but I'm getting so frustrated!...

Its to the point im praying for horrible pain just so I know I am in labor....thats how badly I am ready for this baby...

I feel like he is never going to come, and no where near coming...

I dont want to go over my due date..and if I do..I dont want to be induced 10 days later...I think thats cruel making someone go over 10 months of pregnancy...

Im sure everyone who has had a baby is laughing at me right now...I dont care....

My legs are beyond swollen and my skin in stretching to its max...

I don't sleep at night, and I cant stay in the bed because I cry and keep frank up who has to work at 6 a.m.....

I think my doctors are evil....

I read all these people on google who say they're doctors induce them at 39 weeks, 40 weeks...just because they are uncomfortable...it makes me so upset..

If I make it to my appointment on monday...I want to be induced by Friday..end of story...

we will see how that goes...

Im going to make some grilled cheese,and do some pointless jumping jacks....

I feel miserable and sound preetttyyy pathetic....

sorry for the "woah is me" blog today...

I love my baby and so happy he is healthy...but I am done...He needs to come out and stop being stubborn :)