Its begining to look a lot like christmas!!!

So, I wanted snow because all ive been seeing is green grass and I woke up today with ....Snow and lots of it...im done now, I dont want it, Just bring it back for Xmas Eve and day...and then ill take 70 degree weather.....however, all this snow does get me into the holiday spirit!....

So finally, Ive been able to start sleeping again, oh wait let me rephrase that.....I fall asleep late, im up 3 times minimum to pee and finally go into a deep sleep around 6 am and wake up around 10 30....oh I love these sleeping patterns, Its getting harder and harder to get comfortable let alone sleep!...I literally feel like there is a giant bowling ball in my stomach!.....I cant believe Im already 31 weeks, this is definately the home stretch. Final preperations are being mad, Lamaze classes, finishing up baby room, and supplies. Hes gunna be here before we know it!....its crazy to me...I feel like this pregnancy has taken forever, but in reality its flying by....I can remember this summer when I was still wearing my cute little bikini and thinking, "There's a baby in here right?" Because I do NOT look pregnant.....and then the month of August came and I had to start with my maternity clothes....and then bigger and bigger belly....and the scale kept going up......Whats crazy to me is the weight ive gained. For being someone who watched what I ate throughout...( alright im totally no telling the truth) I mean, I didnt always watched, I endulged in multiple fruit roll ups..( its fruit though right?..ha) cookies, chips and you name it...but I didnt really drink soda( welll.b...occasionally but not the caffinated ones) and I definately ate Wheat Bread.....My starting weight was 118 lbs....so far....( this is now when im suppose to gain the most weight...>AWESOME) I now weigh a wopping 170 lbs...this to Frank is hysterically because my tall string bean husband weighs this....to me ...not so funny...( Im investing in Wii Fit after this pregnancy!) Dont worry, im being realistic to the fact that I wont have time to use it....because when my lil baby is sleeping im sure I will be too...or working, Oh well I'll take the extra weight gain and stretch marks any day for a healthy happy baby!.....speaking of stretch marks.....eh actually we'll skip that topic entirely...Im going with they will fade enough when Im done that they wont make me cry any more...hahaha whoever thought being young and pregnant will save you from stretch marks was delisiounal...*oh wait that was me*!

The thing that makes me most excited is just going into his room, Now that its packed full with everything he needs, it really settles in that he will be here in a few short weeks.! Everyday I go through his dresser and take out all his clothes and just envision him in them! its crazy such a big little boy is in my belly already! I def know this baby is going to be loved. Franks brother is sooo excited along with his parents and my parents! How lucky and blessed am I , to bring a beautiful baby into this world with a family with so much love to give!

Throughout my pregnancy , Ive been writing and reading my books. What to expect when your expecting is fantastic....and what is even more crazy is that I love Im almost done with it!!!

So on a serious note, I am SO SO blessed with a wonderful husband. I think back to my WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL MOTHER who raised both me and my brother on her own and I simply just dont know how she did it. I cant imagine that feeling of being alone, tired, exhausted, scared with no one to help you, no one to talk to. I am so thankful for Frank and this family every single day. Because I know Carter will have both parents to raise him, and Frank would always stand by my side. Becoming a mother has made me realized how Special of a mother God gave me. I love her SO SO SO Much, I couldnt ask for a better one...EVER

Alright...this is the longest blog ever....

I dont even thinks anyone reads this, But its a way to fill eveyone who does in on whats going on~